Nothing to say...

One Step Closer

I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again

Somewhere I Belong

i wanna heal..
i wanna feel..
like im close to something real
i wanna find something i've wanted all along
Somewhere i belong
.
.
.
.
i will never be anything till i break away from me
i will break away
i'll find myself today

Outside

All the times
That I felt insecure
.
.
And I leave
My burdens at the door

Numb

i'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
i don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
every step that i take is another mistake to you

i've
become so numb
i can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
i'm becoming this
all i want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought i would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

every step that i take is another mistake to you
and every second i waste is more than i can take
but i know
i may end up failing too
but i know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you
i've become so numb

Easier to Run

Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back

Its Easier to Run... It’s so much easier to go...

Shruti