Long time, no blog?
Mumbai is beautiful. I'd stayed there only for 6 months, but still, it felt good, it felt as if I am at home. It was her, who made it so beautiful. Deeksha came, and her vivacious aura spread like a sweet fragrance all around, impacting people including me. She always laughes whole heartedly and she understands everyone so well, my god, it was something that really left me awe-struck. I never imagined myself getting along with people (it still feels a little scary), or to form bond with anyone.. but with deeksha it came very naturally. She made me a non-loner. Thank you ya. Though I still would like to be left alone for most of the time, i realised that I cant stay alone for a long while. She's always been a great friend and i know that she always will be. I will always miss being with her... she's right now in delhi... and I feel so proud of her that she's doing what she wanted to (Business analyst - in Evaluescence + part time Ph.D. - IPU). May you always be happy ladki...
I'd told deeksha before getting a call from my PM, that i have a bad feeling of being sent to pune. After all, the company was picking people out for projects on the basis of their location preference (last or second last). And my nightmare took birth in reality. After the training, i was sent to pune. I detested it. I did not like the location, i didnt like staying here, i felt very lonely, i felt that even my account doesnt need me, as the work given to me was something that never felt good... i felt very underestimated and this feeling kept growing (i was in 2 projects, and at that time, i'd wanted to be in the project that i am not currently in). But slowly, things changed, i saw how manipulative people can be, all the negative things started getting focussed and then i realised how lucky i am to be around people who are so sweet, so good. I realised my parents' worth, i realised how nicely i've been brought up by my parents, how composed they always have been, so caring. Slowly, I let myself go (thanks to my special friend, you'll always be in my heart kat), and it helped... started letting nice people get close to me.
Now I'd say that i am ok. Profession wise,its ok, though IT is something that I never wanted to be in (still dont do... will be out once i reach my saturation), INS domain is interesting, and DB2 really adds charm to it. So till i am ok with it, its ok. Personal life, is going great, with awesome family, awesome kat, deek and rest of the friends. :)
