Tagged!

Harini! You really reminded me of those surveys which used to occupy most of my teenage time (which seems like a birth back!). Thanks for tagging me.
Here it goes:

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
-> My family would never betray me (if you specifically mean a guy from outside the family, i'd very much consider him a part of the family too)

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
-> Dream of being happy? Well, I'd always been, I am and will always be.

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
-> Mine, once in a while, to get myself going!

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
-> Construct a spaceship that can detect wormholes and do some space travelling.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
-> How can he/she be your best friend if there is no love?

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
-> To be loved by the one you love (yeah yeah, don't say it!)

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
-> Waiting implies, there is difficulty in passing time with them being far. So why wait when they are embedded in heart and mind... when they're so close?

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
-> I would make sure that the "like" doesn't get converted to "love".

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
-> If I have to, it'd be with a chocolate, it wouldn't eat my head when I eat it's.

10. What takes you down the fastest?
-> Being or seeing someone being a wastrel.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
-> With my spirit and soul intact, but maybe with a lot less hair on head and probably with glasses on.

12. What’s your fear?
-> A crow shitting on me.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
-> Very sensitive coconut! I mean, tough on the outside, but a marshmallow within. Very sweet, accommodating and pure, just like marshmallow.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
-> Neither. Married and rich.

15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
-> Look at the mirror and check whether its still me. Yeah, I love me!

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
-> Only if other end of the rope is ready to give all for me.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
-> Both! Infact I am in love with a lot more than 2 people

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that special someone has done?
-> Yeah, why not? Everyone is perfect in imperfection.

19. If its your last day and you have one call to make, whom would you call. Dont tell me your mom. Someone else. (Original qn:What are your three most important expectations in love )
-> God (if I could, I mean if he exists), would ask him to extend my life span.
-> Imp. expectations in love: Love, Live and let live, don't expect.

20. List 6 people to tag:
-> only 6 out of a population of 1____________ (add the zeroes.. pardon me, i dont know the world's total population)? It would be unfair... Anyone who wants to do it.

Desu Nōto

Something reminded me of this series, so thought of putting this up on the blog.

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Over a cup of coffee [2]

M1: Oh boy! Life seems to be losing its meaning. Don't ask me what I mean by "meaning". Just that on retrospection, there'd been things that'd always kept me entertained. Nothing seems entertaining anymore. Everything that sounded exciting and fun seem so stupid now. Perhaps I indulged myself in everything too much and now got bored of it. Now all I do is think about past and try to reconstruct happiness off my memoirs, but it so happens that I succeed in digging out the horrors and sadness. Btw, how do you deal with haunting thoughts and past pestering ghosts?
M2: They don't bother me at all.
M1: Well, whatever. There is always something or the other that bothers everyone. What about you?
M2: People.
M1: Oh people? Oh, perhaps they are nonsensical sometimes. Funny ain't it? If you don't get sense out of something that is sensible for the other, you feel it to be illogical and senseless. Nevertheless, they seem nonsensical! Anyways, how do you then deal with them? You always seem so calm. Care to let out the secret mantra?
[M2 smiles at him, quietly picks up his 4th cup of strong coffee, smiles at the cup and takes the last sip]
M2: You don't seem to have finished your 1st cup of coffee yet.

Over a cup of coffee

M1: I feel so jealous of him, he's just too brilliant.
M2: Brilliant people think a lot, and thinking leads to sadness.
M1: So you're telling me that you are satisfied with not-that-a-brilliant brain of yours?
M2: Pretty much, it keeps me sane and happy.
M1: High dopamine levels maybe!
M2: You don't seem to have finished your 1st cup of coffee yet.

True Fiction

Its not that its not meant
Its only that its not felt
You may say, its a contradiction
Believe me, you need correction

A fairy tale long long back
I was abundantly happy and equally sad
I never met the guy called "lack"
For, a fairy tale, was what I had

A fairy tale long long back... (?)

I did sometimes see him stealing glances at me,
But then, I’d always eyed him like a bruce lee
To tell you, I can never care less about karate
I wish to have settled for roti, instead of fancying for paranthe

Maybe it was all in my mind
To experience something that I had not
So I thought to be of his kind
and hit the rod, when its hot

Maybe it was all in my mind... (?)

I was nineteen, no wonder full of energy
I'd been happy and been sad, it made me bored to the core
It was then, when I smiled at "lack"
And invited him over, to my mind

Ever since then, he's been with me
Never for a moment, has he left me
To tell you, I have not cried since you know when
And needless to tell, havent laughed since then

Ever since then, he's been with me... (?)

I remember how it feels to laugh and to cry
even though, i wonder if i would ever be that alive
Yes, I have the memories, that will always stay my
even though, i wonder if i would ever be that naive

Its a contradiction, you may now say not
When you’d hear me yell this out aloud:
"Its not that its not meant
Its only that its not felt"