LOOKING BACK..

[WHAT IS ENERGY....(subtopic) ]

Well, there are times when we let emotions carry us to some far off non earthly domain snappin the contact from what is called REALITY.. So, is it good.. or is it bad?? is it really necessary to have control over your emotions?? well, if i go by the previous arguments (INTRODUCTION), then it OBVIOUSLY is.. but what if it does something good to us?? What if it tends to induce goodness in us??? is it bad to let everything inside us (-ve feelings like>> sadness, Hurt..) flow out in the form of PURE emotions?? we cant be GOD.. can we?? well by GOD, i mean, energy in its purest form.. +ve energy which radiates only and only goodness.. so if we think that we r GOD.. then it means we gotta be good ALWAYS.. so the question is.. are we good ALWAYS?? OBVIOUSLY NO!! in this regard, i wanna classify enegy as:

• Positive (GOD)
• Negative (SATAN)

Even though i am using the word energy, i am not sure what energy i am talkin about.. Energy means what?? Energy is unique n indestructible so cant be further broken down into catagories.. but still We have beeen catagorising Energy into various forms on the basis of SENSES (if we can see it, its LIGHT energy.. if we can hear it, its SOUND energy.. etc).. but all the forms of energy arise from a single source.. so how can be light energy be diffrent from sound energy?? okay, Thats not the point, all i wanna say is, i dunno what energy is.. n still am using that word... dunno y.. About being GOD.. NO1 can think of being GOD.. y?? because each person has SATAN residing in him.. is it possible to just break away that piece of us from our soul?? I dunt think so.. Goin back to the topic >> EMOTIONs, what kind of energy is involved in the makin of emotions (good / bad)?? cuz, "feeling-good" feeling can arise due to something BAD too.. so it means.. GOD and SATAN have cut off a deal to not let any human being to become PURE GOD or PURE SATAN.. and they do this by inducing EMOTIONS... [am i goin insane??]... but then, why cant any human becom a pure-god or a pure-satan?? simple reason>> because no human can be god or satan.. why?? simply because of the simple universal law >> energy can neither be destroyed nor be created.. (so??).. so no human being has the power to CREATE or DESTROY energy.. so if any1 MODIFIES energy and creates something beautiful it cant be called an invention but a discovery.. an awesome discovery... (because it already existed evr since its creation.. it was only hidden!!) .. [i think, i seem to be goin real insane...]

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[EDIT] : My bro asked me something regarding this.. he said > "shruti, you are gettin confused betweeen discovery and invention.. Consider a "steam engine".. Can you say that steam engine was DISCOVERED??!!" (this sentance follwed by an insane laugh)..
Yeah, my brother is Right, This statement really makes you laugh like anything.. when he first said that, both of us were laughing our wits off..
So, the question is, "Is that an invention or a discovery".. okay, that no doubt is an invention.. but all for me invention is equivalent to discovery.. reason> you MODIFIED the existing raw materials, combined them with SCIENCE n technology, and INVENTED something called "steam engine".. :)
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This is an abrupt end to the train of thoughts, but u gotta have control over your thoughts.. [ i like contradicting myself :) ]..

detaching....
Shruti