LOST LOST LOST!

Amusing!

Looking back at the previous posts, makes me wonder, ponder, laugh and leaves me stunned. Everything of the past simply seems lost in the past. But that's what makes it even more amusing. It just seems like ages to have had those thoughts.

Recently saw an interview of 'Rekha' - the stunning bollywood actress in 'Rendevouz with Simi Garewal'. She is a very elegant lady having enigmatic grace to her persona (according to me). Well, she told many things and I am going to type down just a few of them. She, who had entered Bollywood at an age of 13 (just a teenager!) mainly because of financial reasons, found herself LOST in Mumbai (Bombay actually). She afterall was just a small kid at that time and her busy acting schedule stole her time of being a normal teenager which left her frustrated at the end of the day. Adding onto that, her mom wasnt there with her and she missed her like hell. Not only that! Men were making passes on her.. on a 13 year old young lady! When Simi put before her, her childhood, Rekha said something like this - "Simi, I was young at that time, my mom wasnt with me and I had my family to support. So at that time, I might have felt that way. But now, I dont have any regrets.. I am happy that I entered bollywood."
I so very much agree! When I look back at me now, I dont see any regrets which were there when I was living them. I'd been frustrated many times due to some thing or the other.. but now, I feel happy that they happened. Happy because, they made me learn, get an experience and set me free! Free, for am no longer shackled to those haunting thoughts. Now there are no regrets and everything I labelled "unfair" before is lost in the past. I smile at myself now!

Looking back at the previous posts, makes me wonder, ponder, laugh and leaves me stunned. Everything of the past simply seems lost in the past. But that's what makes it even more amusing. It just seems like ages to have had those thoughts :

LOST LOST LOST - 1
LOST LOST LOST - 2
LOST LOST LOST - 3
LOST LOST LOST - 4
LOST LOST LOST - 5
LOST LOST LOST - 6
LOST LOST LOST - 7

Maybe I am a bit too melodramic - hehe. But hell! Who cares? After all, ultimately what matters is, how comfortable you are, with your self. Nothing else matters!

--Shruti