Dumb

People see you dumb, and they expect you to be dumb. Once they get exposed to the non-dumb part of you, they cant bear it. They'd do anything to wear you down, try as hard as possible to free you from the non-dumb part that they think doesnt belong to you. And what do you do? You just smile through all of it, thinking, 'I know what I'm like and am happy'! :)

..i think i m dumb.. i think i m dumb.. i think i m dumb.. i think i m dumb.. i think i m dumb.. i think i m dumb.. i think i m dumb.. i think i m dumb.. i think i m dumb.. i think i m dumb.. i think i m dumb.. i think i m dumb.. i think i m dumb.. i think i m dumb.. i think i m dumb.. i think i m dumb.. i think i m dumb..

..or maybe just happy..

I dunno why, but suddenly these days i feel that i love being 'impractical' (mom's word!) cuz well umm.. never mind! :D
Am earning really great nicknames at home - stupid [cuz i dont care much about comprees], dumb [cuz i dont care much about comprees], and my personal favorite - Impractical!
And its hard convincing people that its okay! But, they like to think that i just dont show all the nervousness and anxeity! So its okay!

But a few things that really catch my attention are how some people are so great in managing things. Doing things perfectly, also the things that they dont like but having made that choice makes them do it. Its like wow! Its hard for me to do something that i dont like! But them, they are awe-awesome!
And also there are those, who are awefully charming, great Orators [no nonsense speeches], great Singers, great Painters, great Writers, Managers, Money-makers [stategies!], Entrepreneurs [risk.. involved in believing in the self!], Skiers, Pirates [Captain Flint and Long John Silver - haha, great adventure novels by R L Stevenson - i remember how badly i wanted to be a part of such an adventure (both as the BAD and the GOOD one)!], Physicists [the thought that undergoes to give their passion (of uncovering mysteries) some form, some comprehensible form (maybe some words and some math?) and the genious that then strikes their mind - yeah, this is why i like physics, this is what i like in physics - the thought, the passion, the genious]...

People are simply too great!

Shruti