HAPPY??!!

Coming back from bombay makes me sad... Why?? Is it because i came BACK frm mumbai?? hell no.. i am HAPPY that we returned.. happy to be back in a place where people understand the value of nature.. then why am i SAD? maybe because of the population of pollution that has exceeded the population of the living oraganisms in there (its worth mentionin that mumbai coinincidently [maa kasam, its coincidental.. ;).. ] happens to be CROWNED as the possesor of one of the "RICHLY POPULATED" areas... ahaan.. quite an eye catchy title!! bravo!! shucks.. bad..) .. its really a pity.. god!! its really polluted like anything.. so damn polluted that we'll have to stare at a particular area real hard (yeah.. we can call that meditation) real long so as to vaguely spot something lookin somewht brown and unfortunately known as mud.. yeah.. all we can see is humps and humps of garbage dumped along the railway lines (local railway lines).. its bad.. its pathetic..
Neways, people say that "Marine Drive" is an awesome place.. after all the "queen's necklace" clings onto its neck choking mumbai to death.. yeah.. thats right.. how would a 20 cm human being (width.. its absurd.. but no prolem in assumption!!) feel if he is squeezed to fit into 10 cm space?? OB hez gonna hate it.. then why the bloody hell are we strangling mumbai's pretty neck?? WHY??? WE are really so damn bad.. bad.. the poor violent waves splashin across the the walls tellin us that they need more space.. more space to breathe and wht do we do??? we say.. "okay sweetheart.. even we need space.. sup.. please bear with us and let us exploit you more" [they are goin deeper into the sea to cut off its veins.. goin for RA. i.e Reclaimed Area].. it hurts.. it really hurts to see people playin arnd with nature, modifying its real shape and murdering it brutally.. did i like marine drive? NO! the waves.. the waves.. i wish i had the power to release them.. *deep sigh*
Apart from that, the air of 'something i dint understand' that exists in people (who frequently go to malls) within a circle of radius arnd 12 cms makes u feel so uncomfortable!! but anyways.. why the hell should i care? i dunno.. i dun care..
i wanna sleep now..
have to read a novel in order to get a revision of "happiness"..

an abrupt end to pretty irritating thoughts that extract hell lot of energy frm the BRAIN..

Shruti