Magarpatta !

Magarpatta is very beautiful... especially at this time of the year!
I wish mommy and daddy can come here now.

In the eveniong, I see such beautiful trees line the parallel ends of the roads leading to Jasmenium Apts (where I stay), while coming from Tower III (where I work). These trees are blanketed with purple flowers bunched up... mostly these bunched up flowers that are on the trees have no leaves or have very less leaves. Its a treat for my eyes everyday, to walk down to-n-back from office in such a lovely atmosphere.

Daily Alarm wakes me up at 8:30 am, in the morning. I let procratination dominate me for 15 more minutes and then finnaly sit on my gadda (mattress). Do some exercises (a necessity for s/w engineers... I no longer am even average built... like my friends here say: "I have already walked 2 kms on the path of being hefty.. and i have the capability to run on that path). Well anyways, after that get ready, and call Sujata up for breakfast in DC (Destination center, its like c'not of Pilani... hangout place!). My sweet friend is always ready for that, and then comes heema alng with her... sometimes Sumeet and Ujwala also join. I am missing pilani (after a very long time, i am missing pilani....)

While coming back from DC to the office, again the path is full of pretty orange+plus yellow clored small flowers having semi-curved pulple filament arching from the middle of the flowers. So pretty!!! The path all becomes orange/yellow till the flowers are swept off.

Magarpatta is really pretty, more probably cuz my friends (at home as well at office) are AWESOME !!! Love you guys. :)

Bro !

Hi Chantee

I miss you bro :)...
You are becoming smart and growing big. :)
Feels really proud to be your sis.
When I see ppl say that you are sweet, i love it !!! :)
May everyone be as lucky as me, to have a bro like you ...
May you always be happy...

Keep rocking.

Lots of love
Shruti

What hurts the most....

Ttriiiing triiing
B: Hello
G: Hiiiiii!
B: Hmm...
G: Are you busy?
B: Yeah.. later
G: Okay, bye!
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After 9 hrs....
Ttriiiing triiing
B: Hello
G: Hiiiiii!
B: Hmm...
G: Are you busy?
B: Yeah.. am playing TT... later
G: When will you be free? Why are you so busy?
B: Please dont irritate
G: Okay Bye
B: Bye
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Part-y

The little things you do for me
and nobody else makes me feel good...
The little things you do for me...
making me smile and no one else could...
Thats why I like to sit next to you
and listen to your mad stories...
I know they are not true
and I like that we share a secret or two together...

You are being very badly missed dear...
You've gone so far, your voice i can hardly hear...
The day you went away, we cried aloud, you and I...
Its been so long but I still wonder, why did we part.. Y?

Dedicated to the charm of our love, the charm that once was....

Pride

I think I understand what pride is...

My brother's facebook account..
makes me download all his photos and view them everyday
makes me go over his each and every comment atleast twice
makes me recount to my friends his comments more than thrice
makes me miss him more and love him forever...
makes me say "I am so lucky to have him as my brother"...

Now I know, that I understand what pride is...

Diary tales - I

Long time, no blog?

Mumbai is beautiful. I'd stayed there only for 6 months, but still, it felt good, it felt as if I am at home. It was her, who made it so beautiful. Deeksha came, and her vivacious aura spread like a sweet fragrance all around, impacting people including me. She always laughes whole heartedly and she understands everyone so well, my god, it was something that really left me awe-struck. I never imagined myself getting along with people (it still feels a little scary), or to form bond with anyone.. but with deeksha it came very naturally. She made me a non-loner. Thank you ya. Though I still would like to be left alone for most of the time, i realised that I cant stay alone for a long while. She's always been a great friend and i know that she always will be. I will always miss being with her... she's right now in delhi... and I feel so proud of her that she's doing what she wanted to (Business analyst - in Evaluescence + part time Ph.D. - IPU). May you always be happy ladki...

I'd told deeksha before getting a call from my PM, that i have a bad feeling of being sent to pune. After all, the company was picking people out for projects on the basis of their location preference (last or second last). And my nightmare took birth in reality. After the training, i was sent to pune. I detested it. I did not like the location, i didnt like staying here, i felt very lonely, i felt that even my account doesnt need me, as the work given to me was something that never felt good... i felt very underestimated and this feeling kept growing (i was in 2 projects, and at that time, i'd wanted to be in the project that i am not currently in). But slowly, things changed, i saw how manipulative people can be, all the negative things started getting focussed and then i realised how lucky i am to be around people who are so sweet, so good. I realised my parents' worth, i realised how nicely i've been brought up by my parents, how composed they always have been, so caring. Slowly, I let myself go (thanks to my special friend, you'll always be in my heart kat), and it helped... started letting nice people get close to me.

Now I'd say that i am ok. Profession wise,its ok, though IT is something that I never wanted to be in (still dont do... will be out once i reach my saturation), INS domain is interesting, and DB2 really adds charm to it. So till i am ok with it, its ok. Personal life, is going great, with awesome family, awesome kat, deek and rest of the friends. :)

Smiles

The worst part of going out with a group of friends is knowing that its a futile attempt to smile, being absolutely sure that they can see the hurt inside.