And I find solace in writing out my mind. Bizarre and cranky are my thoughts and hence I do not even know what I am thinking or if I am thinking at all. Seems like you need to feel strongly (at least feel, if not strongly) about something to have views, to have something to put in words, to have thoughts... And I am thoughtless and I find solace in being (writing) out of my mind.
Off late I've been keeping mum, being a disgrace to my own self for being thoughts-constipated (btw that's not the only place where constipation has made its home). Now one would be tempted to ask why being silent is a matter of disgrace. Because:
It's a constant reminder of the fact that I am thoughtless and hence quiet. So quiet that I've forgotten what being me is like. I've forgotten what I have been passionate about all my life. I've forgotten how it used to feel to laugh and to cry. Not that I don't laugh or cry, just that the feel accompanying them, though not fake, is not too much with feelings either. I am being a disgrace to my own self and am keeping mum about it.
People say that I am sweet. They say maybe because I keep mum. Or maybe cuz I really am. I am so sweet that I go unnoticed in crowd. I am so sweet that I don't say anything bad about any(thing/one) because I am thoughtless (but i do say bad). I am so sweet that houseflies s(h)it on me. No wonder because of the last reason, people say that I am sweet.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Knowing Something
You can know the name of a bird in all the languages of the world, but when you're finished, you'll know absolutely nothing whatever about the bird... So let's look at the bird and see what it's doing — that's what counts. I learned very early the difference between knowing the name of something and knowing something.
Stands at the sea...
wonders at wondering... I...
a universe of atoms...
an atom in the universe.
-Richard P Feynman
Stands at the sea...
wonders at wondering... I...
a universe of atoms...
an atom in the universe.
-Richard P Feynman
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Over a cup of Coffee [3]
M1: What happened to you these days? Are you ill?
M2: Actually... yeah... sick of you.
M2: Actually... yeah... sick of you.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
E-maze
'Hello world' were the words first, said he
No wonder it didnt wonder me
I wish to be un-tangled from this E - maze
No wonder it has not untarnished my image
Image of a girl who had dreams
but ended up with her deams all churned to cream.
No wonder it didnt wonder me
I wish to be un-tangled from this E - maze
No wonder it has not untarnished my image
Image of a girl who had dreams
but ended up with her deams all churned to cream.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Tagged!
Harini! You really reminded me of those surveys which used to occupy most of my teenage time (which seems like a birth back!). Thanks for tagging me.
Here it goes:
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
-> My family would never betray me (if you specifically mean a guy from outside the family, i'd very much consider him a part of the family too)
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
-> Dream of being happy? Well, I'd always been, I am and will always be.
3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
-> Mine, once in a while, to get myself going!
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
-> Construct a spaceship that can detect wormholes and do some space travelling.
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
-> How can he/she be your best friend if there is no love?
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
-> To be loved by the one you love (yeah yeah, don't say it!)
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
-> Waiting implies, there is difficulty in passing time with them being far. So why wait when they are embedded in heart and mind... when they're so close?
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
-> I would make sure that the "like" doesn't get converted to "love".
9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
-> If I have to, it'd be with a chocolate, it wouldn't eat my head when I eat it's.
10. What takes you down the fastest?
-> Being or seeing someone being a wastrel.
11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
-> With my spirit and soul intact, but maybe with a lot less hair on head and probably with glasses on.
12. What’s your fear?
-> A crow shitting on me.
13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
-> Very sensitive coconut! I mean, tough on the outside, but a marshmallow within. Very sweet, accommodating and pure, just like marshmallow.
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
-> Neither. Married and rich.
15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
-> Look at the mirror and check whether its still me. Yeah, I love me!
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
-> Only if other end of the rope is ready to give all for me.
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
-> Both! Infact I am in love with a lot more than 2 people
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that special someone has done?
-> Yeah, why not? Everyone is perfect in imperfection.
19. If its your last day and you have one call to make, whom would you call. Dont tell me your mom. Someone else. (Original qn:What are your three most important expectations in love )
-> God (if I could, I mean if he exists), would ask him to extend my life span.
-> Imp. expectations in love: Love, Live and let live, don't expect.
20. List 6 people to tag:
-> only 6 out of a population of 1____________ (add the zeroes.. pardon me, i dont know the world's total population)? It would be unfair... Anyone who wants to do it.
Here it goes:
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
-> My family would never betray me (if you specifically mean a guy from outside the family, i'd very much consider him a part of the family too)
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
-> Dream of being happy? Well, I'd always been, I am and will always be.
3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
-> Mine, once in a while, to get myself going!
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
-> Construct a spaceship that can detect wormholes and do some space travelling.
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
-> How can he/she be your best friend if there is no love?
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
-> To be loved by the one you love (yeah yeah, don't say it!)
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
-> Waiting implies, there is difficulty in passing time with them being far. So why wait when they are embedded in heart and mind... when they're so close?
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
-> I would make sure that the "like" doesn't get converted to "love".
9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
-> If I have to, it'd be with a chocolate, it wouldn't eat my head when I eat it's.
10. What takes you down the fastest?
-> Being or seeing someone being a wastrel.
11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
-> With my spirit and soul intact, but maybe with a lot less hair on head and probably with glasses on.
12. What’s your fear?
-> A crow shitting on me.
13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
-> Very sensitive coconut! I mean, tough on the outside, but a marshmallow within. Very sweet, accommodating and pure, just like marshmallow.
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
-> Neither. Married and rich.
15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
-> Look at the mirror and check whether its still me. Yeah, I love me!
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
-> Only if other end of the rope is ready to give all for me.
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
-> Both! Infact I am in love with a lot more than 2 people
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that special someone has done?
-> Yeah, why not? Everyone is perfect in imperfection.
19. If its your last day and you have one call to make, whom would you call. Dont tell me your mom. Someone else. (Original qn:What are your three most important expectations in love )
-> God (if I could, I mean if he exists), would ask him to extend my life span.
-> Imp. expectations in love: Love, Live and let live, don't expect.
20. List 6 people to tag:
-> only 6 out of a population of 1____________ (add the zeroes.. pardon me, i dont know the world's total population)? It would be unfair... Anyone who wants to do it.
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