Dreams or Californication?

[Californication - Red Hot Chilli Peppers]

Psychic spies from china
Try to steal your minds elation
Little girls from sweden
Dream of silver screen quotations
And if you want these kind of dreams
Its californication
Its the edge of the world
And all of western civilization
The sun may rise in the east
At least it settles in the final location
Its understood that hollywood
Sells californication

Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Celebrity skin is this your chin
Or is that war your waging

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Dream of californication

Marry me girl be my fairy to the world
Be my very own constellation
A teenage bride with a baby inside
Getting high on information
And buy me a star on the boulevard
Its californication

Space may be the final frontier
But its made in a hollywood basement
Cobain can you hear the spheres
Singing songs off station to station
And alderons not far away
Its californication

Born and raised by those who praise
Control of population everybodys been there and
I dont mean on vacation

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Destruction leads to a very rough road
But it also breeds creation
And earthquakes are to a girls guitar
Theyre just another good vibration
And tidal waves couldnt save the world
From californication

Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Sicker than the rest
There is no test
But this is what youre craving

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[Dreams - The Corrs]

Now here you go again
You say you want your freedom
Well who am I to keep you down
It's only right that you should
Play the way you feel it
But listen carefully to the sound
Of your loneliness
Like a heartbeat...drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering what you had
And what you lost

Thunder only happens when it's raining
Players only love you when they're playing
Say women they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean, you'll know

Now here I go again, I see the crystal visions
I keep my visions to myself
It's only me
Who wants to wrap around your dreams and
Have you any dreams you'd like to sell?
Dreams of loneliness
Like a heartbeat...drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering what you had
And what you lost
What you had
And what you lost...

Outside

Who's on the Outside? Who's looking in? [The pic: World, out through my window...]

Shruti

Lost

Searched so hard for my sketches.. couldnt spot them.. i guess i lost them.. unable to control my te_r_ ...

Bob thinks

The swinging Pendulum continues swinging (and the time moves on).. the bob is heavy (why?).. it runs left to right and right to left.. its tired of running.. it wants to break free.. but the string restraints it.. so it continues to run.. what is its equillibrium? to get back to its mean position.. or to snap itself off, from the string? the bob has to make a choice.. i have made mine...

Understanding 'Point'

There is no word called 'Love'; there exist no Angels; Shadows are, but real; to Hope, is to sweep the 'dust' under the carpet, but the 'dust' still remains; and, I continue to live.. like an Alien (Do Aliens exist?). What's the 'point'? The problem is that there is no 'point'. A 'point' doesnt exist. POINT cant be defined.. POINT is, a virtual cluster of no-things.. but upon which everything is built...! [What's the point? POINT is the point. You have a point, I have a point, Who doesnt have a point?]

Altruism

"It’s amusing, Howard, to see you in the role of an altruist."

"You don’t have to insult me. It’s not altruism. But I’ll tell you this: most people say they’re concerned with the suffering of others. I’m not. And yet there’s one thing I can’t understand. Most of them would not pass by if they saw a man bleeding in the road, mangled by a hit-and-run driver. And most of them would not turn their heads to look at Steven Mallory. But don’t they know that if suffering could be measured, there’s no suffering in Steven Mallory when he can’t do the work he wants to do, than in a whole field of victims mowed down by a tank? If one must relieve the pain of this world, isn’t Mallory the place to begin?...However, that’s not why I’m doing it." - The Fountainhead

And i see myself getting hit by a fierce wave of tremor, and then these words echo in my mind - "... However, that's not why I'm doing it."

* In the whole of the 1 chapter of this story, Howard seemed like a person very close to being an anti altruist but not exactly that. As i read the story further, something strange hits my mind quite frequently, i cant explain the feeling, but from what i understand, Howard is an altruist in a very very different way. And he's selfish too, in a very very diffrent way. His defination of Altruism and Selfishness is so different! He's the most selfish altruist that i've seen in any of the novels or in person! (Nope, he doesnt care about fame or money - neither selfish nor an altruist in that way)

Shruti

Blank?

Blank mail? Oh.. I hope not..

Nisha said that the mail (trip confirmation mail) which she recieved from me was blank! I want to go on that B5 trip.. :).. but i guess that not everyone got a blank mail.. cuz Hems said that she didnt! Anyways, whatever.. :D

Am i crapping? Hell yeah! Why? simply because i want to! :D